Saturday, March 12, 2011

Impostor Possums

I wrote this to write this so here's a poem about issues

The sound of raindrops falling, bouncing up and down on a concrete pavement
Funny how that action encapsulates life, complex yet basic how our days spent
Yet here we stand, you and I, lost in the truth we hide and the proof provides
Itself in the youth’s two eyes and how it stupefies, lost in the truth we lie
How I’m searching for your human interaction assuming we’re in a passion
We’re just two students on a path and I’m foolish to think I’m passin’
To think I’d make the grade but it seems it’s hopeless, writing notes till I’m noteless
So, on my dreams I’ll focus of my queen of oceans and how her sea is open
But on a throne of coal, I’ll grow unsteady, so I sold my soul to show I’m ready
Holding snow till it’s cold and heavy, till I’m thrown alone like old confetti
Meaning I’m bright but in pieces still it don’t matter when you’ve served your purpose
You don’t know how alone you left me to take part in this serpent circus
On a certain surface, holding snow till I get frost bite but that day frost bit
Off more than he could chew so he was forced to swallow his pride till he lost it
He lost it in a mosh pit somewhere in Boston amongst the impostor possums
What it cost him, caution, in a costume accosted where his coffin’s droppin’
On a frozen road, I’m cold and petty knowing I’ve taken the farthest dive
Yet in my mind, in the stars we lie but let’s strike a match for every scar we hide
Instead, I’ll strike a match and burn our photographs and watch as they go to ash
But avoidance has such a morbid grasp, in the game of love, I forfeit fast
However, taking the softest path, isn’t quite my way please believe it
That’s why I’m defeated feedin’ the heated heathens easily eatin’ the seeds of Eden
And so I’m lovin’ livin’, livin’ livid as a poet who’s selfish
Cuz I can’t fight your wars till I’m done with mine but at least I’ll know what self is
When I’m on my deathbed lying hopeless but here’s some wishful thinking
I may be in Hell now but I’ll make it to Heaven, call it a blissful inkling
But this, this poem is dedicated to that fateful game of chess
And as much as I love Pac, we ain’t the same, cuz I for one, am scared of death
So when I pass have my grave stone engraved so, “This poor bastard was afraid to rot
But his biggest fear was living without you and that by far is the scariest thought”
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