It’s
been a long week
And
an even longer summer right?
She
won’t speak,
And
I’m longing for the winter right?
I
want peace
And
a little bit of dinner right?
But
no one calls me
And
my wallets getting thinner. Like,
I walk the concrete
With
only a heart full of air
And
a bag full of love.
It’s
all I got
But
I’m thankful for the snub
When
I was dragged right through the mud
When
life was through for us
And
I passed right through your slugs.
Cuz
I
was told we were in for some rain.
Shit,
I
look up to the sun
Like
that happy little fucker
Ain’t
ready for some change.
So I
prepare for it to rain
As
much bullets
As I
sweat
My
choices.
Feelings
suck
And
I wish I could
Void
this
Voiceless
Trying
to find another way
To
avoid this
But
I find I still apologize,
I
say sorry
And
she says
It’s
about time.
I
say that’s true
So
we should enjoy
The
little we got
On
this little bit of rock
But
it’s strange;
She
was looking for it to rain
So I
took the horse by his reins.
Shit,
I
look in his eyes
Like
that happy little fucker
Ain’t
ready for some change.
So
we ride off,
With
a heart full of love
And
a bag full of air
That’s
all we needed.
And
all that emotional baggage?
Leave
it
For
someone else to feel it
For
someone else to receive it.
Shit,
It’s
kinda selfish
But
I done gave and gave
Till
the contents of my safe
Hidden
in my rib cage
Ran
empty
I
try to save a little face
While
I’m waiting for the rain
Cuz
all my little faith has went away
In a
blaze, I watch as it raged
Shit,
Looking
at those flames
Like
those happy little fuckers
Ain’t
ready for some change.
So
they went away
With
a bag full of hearts
And
the air was full of empty
But
what sense does that make?
I’m
tense and I ache
I
tried to take my own life
But
the Heavens wouldn’t let me.
So I
think about my friends,
The
ones that I have,
The
ones that I had,
And
the ones that I’ll never make.
Whatever,
Don’t
let that revolving door
Hit
you in the ass
On
your way out.
See
this little crow
Was
made to be alone
And
so,
I’d
like to dedicate this poem
To
anyone who’s out of their zone,
Element,
In
the cold,
Irrelevant,
Alone.
Cuz
see there’s more than one way
To
skin this cat,
Peel
it back,
Let’s
see where my liver’s at!
Feel
my back
While
I spit my fever raps,
Peel
it back
Cuz
there’s more than one way
To
feel this cat.
So I
roll out,
Hit
the concrete
With
empty pockets
And
empty little fists.
And
a bag full of air
And
a heart full of something
That
I no longer
Believe
exists.
So
I’ll pass
Right
through her slugs
And
I was told
We
were in for some rain.
Shit,
I
look at myself
Like
this happy little fucker
Ain’t
ready for some change.
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