Monday, April 18, 2011

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Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Five Reasons Why I'm Still Single

Hahaha this ones a throw back, I wrote this poem back in Grade 12 and thought I was the greatest writer on the face of the Earth. I also thought this poem was very tongue in cheek, wow how time flies. Ps I regret nothing! P.s.s click an ad or two, dude needs to eat! Enjoy!

Reason 5- I'm intelligent, girls want a brother who's brainless
And shameless, I know a few guys but they're gonna stay nameless
Nobodies who like to act, dress, and claim their famous
So whose it gonna be? Me or him? Him? What? Well ok miss

Reason 4- I'm peaceful and humble girls want a so called thug
Who loves to spark fights like plugs and at everyone they mean mug
Who claim they got gats and if anyone's blastin' they'll bust back
Claim they got cars at school but sit next to me on the bus back

Reason 3- I'm not material, I don’t rock ice like rinks
Or rock that mink I don't smoke cigarettes, do drugs or drink
I don't need to rely on brand name clothing just to look nice
My figures aren’t 6 like faces of dice; I'm broke to be precise

Reason 2- would be because of my hair, countless girls it scares
Its like, I should wear a sign on my neck reading "GIRLS BEWARE"
Examples of girls it's scared; Lenience, Fatima, and Shauna
It even scared older women for example your momma!

And the number one reason why is, in my heritage I take pride
Even though brothers like think I'm washed out like a rip tide
My ancestors and stress, I pack up on my back like Pringles
So there you have it folks, the five reasons why I'm still single
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Thursday, April 7, 2011

High Fidelity

Been questioning my love life lately so after watching High Fidelity (which this poem is loosely based on), I decided to write this, hence the title. I haven't done poetry in a while so it felt good getting back into it. After feeling miserable for a good chunk of the day, I felt like a weight has been lifted. The power of writing.

I’ve got a lot on my mind with nothing to say, nothing to say with a lot on my mind
Lost & I find that my thoughts enter lines with the cost of sinner’s lives
Hearing shots as thunder cries taking cover under lies in a heart that’s undersized
Lost in my mind as the thoughts go inside as they coincide with the ghost who will hide
Who’ll hide in the deepest recesses of my mind’s corridor where the chorus roars
The soundtrack of an open sore where the cold is warm & of course it pours
Damn, I think I’m scarin’ me, man I need some therapy apparently
My pair of knees buckles ‘cause I’m a parody of what a parrot sees
Before it speaks ‘cause Polly wanna cracker for every one of his bad choices
And finally, when my therapist asks me if I hear any vast voices?
I’ll say “Yes, I hear two, ones my conscience telling me how big of an ***hole I am
The other is God but we haven’t spoken ever since he blocked me on his IM”
And so I see the world through rainy glasses as your knight in shining armor
Till I rust & I’m finding ardor has been crying harder in a violet harbor
Letting violence harm her, wondering why she couldn’t possibly love me
So I surround myself with pretty monsters ‘cause monsters don’t have to be ugly
I’m out of breath tired of being your running joke so lately my art has been hollow & dark
Walking to the heart beat of my own drum, so every step I take I’m following my heart
But when in Rome, build it in a day in a state of winter aches as you feel the breaks
Of your heart that can never be mended by your inner saints and it stains
It stains your hands & that’s why I choose hide my insecurity behind my wit
Were I find my gifts lie in between my pines & miffs & kindness gets
The backseat in a car that’s carting the scars that’s scarring carved in gardens
And every tree in a forest where we’re forced to watch as they marred our martyrs
But if she’s happy then who am I to come in between that actually?
But the Greek word “agon” means to compete which is why I’m in agony
‘Cause she chose him over me & I guess it’s over see, blaming God ‘cause he oversees
Feeling my heart sink like an illegal immigrant forced back over seas
And I’ll finally secretly admit to myself that what was will never be
Pain’s famous recipe ‘cause what has become, is nothing but a memory
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Saturday, March 12, 2011

Impostor Possums

I wrote this to write this so here's a poem about issues

The sound of raindrops falling, bouncing up and down on a concrete pavement
Funny how that action encapsulates life, complex yet basic how our days spent
Yet here we stand, you and I, lost in the truth we hide and the proof provides
Itself in the youth’s two eyes and how it stupefies, lost in the truth we lie
How I’m searching for your human interaction assuming we’re in a passion
We’re just two students on a path and I’m foolish to think I’m passin’
To think I’d make the grade but it seems it’s hopeless, writing notes till I’m noteless
So, on my dreams I’ll focus of my queen of oceans and how her sea is open
But on a throne of coal, I’ll grow unsteady, so I sold my soul to show I’m ready
Holding snow till it’s cold and heavy, till I’m thrown alone like old confetti
Meaning I’m bright but in pieces still it don’t matter when you’ve served your purpose
You don’t know how alone you left me to take part in this serpent circus
On a certain surface, holding snow till I get frost bite but that day frost bit
Off more than he could chew so he was forced to swallow his pride till he lost it
He lost it in a mosh pit somewhere in Boston amongst the impostor possums
What it cost him, caution, in a costume accosted where his coffin’s droppin’
On a frozen road, I’m cold and petty knowing I’ve taken the farthest dive
Yet in my mind, in the stars we lie but let’s strike a match for every scar we hide
Instead, I’ll strike a match and burn our photographs and watch as they go to ash
But avoidance has such a morbid grasp, in the game of love, I forfeit fast
However, taking the softest path, isn’t quite my way please believe it
That’s why I’m defeated feedin’ the heated heathens easily eatin’ the seeds of Eden
And so I’m lovin’ livin’, livin’ livid as a poet who’s selfish
Cuz I can’t fight your wars till I’m done with mine but at least I’ll know what self is
When I’m on my deathbed lying hopeless but here’s some wishful thinking
I may be in Hell now but I’ll make it to Heaven, call it a blissful inkling
But this, this poem is dedicated to that fateful game of chess
And as much as I love Pac, we ain’t the same, cuz I for one, am scared of death
So when I pass have my grave stone engraved so, “This poor bastard was afraid to rot
But his biggest fear was living without you and that by far is the scariest thought”
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Monday, March 7, 2011

We Are Humans

This is a poem I have written to perform at Ridgemont High School's diversity day on the 22nd. In all honesty, I tend to veer from social/political themed poems because I feel that enough poets have got that market cornered. However, that doesn't mean I won't take myself out my own element every once in a while and I feel like it was for a good cause. Also, in all honesty I'm happy how it turned out, which is always nice.

Black, white, yellow, brown, we are human beings populating the same space
And even if we don’t share the same pigments, it seems we share the same race
So say grace & tie that laid lace & run with the humans till your legs ache
Let’s wait, till the day comes when our legs are gone, left & gone & our lexicon
Excludes the word “race” but words have no meaning till we insert the feelings
Kinda like a magician who’ll only show you what he’s really revealing
Meaning our meetings should be based on ethics & merit & not skin
See only God can judge & we may think we are but we’re really not him
So let’s erase the hurt & racial slurs & face the curs that’ll place those words
On buses & walls, leave them puzzled in awe & if it doesn’t appall then we’ll run with the herds
Of Muslims, Judaists, Christians, Buddhists, all of which trying to read in between the lines
But I for one refuse to colour in the lines but I’ll try to read the signs
As they’re redesigned and redefined, defeated I try to free my mind
From the greed inside as I leave my pride & grieve & hide from freedom’s cries
I’m free to try but its funny how we divide, if it’s not race its beliefs
If it’s not that it’s gender or sexual preference the story of our defeat
We won’t even get a hardcover; I mean have you seen North American news?
A mockery of media created to instill our arrogant views
But I’m just an Ottawa Citizen who doesn’t need the Sun, trying to live another Twenty-Four
Who really doesn’t need a Metro to get him to places never been before
And the human race gene pool has went from a koi pond to a shark tank
I jumped in to swim but my heart sank trying to make a withdrawal from a blood bank
To remind you we all make great gifts, it don’t matter how we’re Christmas wrapped
Our distant past may be full of strife but let’s change and make the non-believers witness that
Witness facts, that the category of race is purely a social construct
To constrict, chained in the pool but let’s escape like Houdini, rather than test our luck
So whether you’re gay, straight, black, white or even an alien, I say to you live to love
And love to live minus the fist to cuffs and trust to give the gifts to us
I miss the love, amidst the lust enlist the just to move forward but see here
Whether black, white, yellow, or brown it don’t matter cuz now I can only see clear  
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Sunday, February 20, 2011

Championship Medal

Haven't posted in a while, so once again I'm going to try to pass off lyrics as poetry.

I’m gaspin’, Take a look into a past and
I’d feel the passion of finding everlastin’
When ever never lasted, it took its dying breaths
And the look it’s trying to get is of a crook who found regret
And it took what’s tryin’ left, a book that quiet kept
The statutes finally wept just to mourn the hardly met
I feel these emotions till they rise in crescendo
I find innocence so timely and simple
Trying to find me a single reason left to love
Cuz Jesus left in blood and decent is a dud
My pleas is what I clutch in pieces with a crutch
But Jesus left his blood and if Jesus left in blood
Then what are my chances? I’m stuck in advancements
With the luck of the Manson’s, I’ll duck and I’ll manage
With bruises and scrapes, I’m losing my faith
A broken hearted champion out to prove that its fate

And I’m still looking trying to find the perfect segue
Get a word in edgeways, the nerd that pen gave
Some purpose and saved his little piece of sanity
My shadow’s where my phantom be, committing acts of vanity
And frantically, I’ll lie in lies pathetically
Till I find my truth and I’ll finally set it free
And with my eyes wide shut, I’ll take my mask off
And my pride will find lust and commence to blast off
Still I’m pleasing, pleading, fleeing freezing, fiending feelings
Seething, seeing my heart as its beats
And it’s beating, breathing really wreathing
Needing healing, I’ll seek your fine grasp
Needing heating, I’ll bask in your fine laugh
Till it echoes in my mind, underneath the night sky
And I’ll always finish last cuz I’m that nice guy
But I was told slow and steady will always win the race
So I’ll stop to smell the flowers as I join you and sit in place

Looking out my window, chasing where my pen go
I spent my whole life lost in sexual innuendo
Can it be so simple? I smile for the mirror
I find when you’re near, my pride disappears
And I’ll smile for the mirror just to see it in reverse
Our time isn’t here, it’s lost and we search
Eyes closed arms out, lost in the dark
Lost, Lost from the start, in costumes we part
But with tears comes laughter and the years come faster
With joy comes disaster, the boy’s been a bastard
Our ploys are unmaskin’, our choices are cast and
They don’t say what happens after the happily ever after
The pain and misery in a brazen symphony
Stallin’ Stalin installin’ solace laced with sympathy
We are the so lost, lost souls, we blacken the kettle
I’ll wear my broken heart around my neck like a championship medal
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Masked Monkeys

Atlas thinks life sucks......sometimes I agree.

It’s ironic, feeling lonely while holding a planet full of billions
Yes, it’s ironic like being a wreck while this planet is steadily building
It’s ironic but it might not be, cuz I never could use the word “irony”
Correctly after my rebellion when Zeus was finally eyein’ me
I am thee Atlas with the world on my shoulders and I’m trying hard not to buckle
Feeling lonely while holding a planet full of billions, see I got to chuckle
Chuckle at the irony of feeling alone so I’ll put my grievance in poems
I’m speedin through gnomes readin the tomes, bleedin the stones I’m needin a home
While not needing a home cuz home is where the hatred is or where hatred lives
Or where the patron’s kids interlace their wits with an impatient id
And will makeshift gifts for this masquerade we are all apart of
Masked monkeys with massive monk beads yellin out “This is Sparta!”
Tryin to keep my mask on straight while these women constantly give me the write off
But a wise lady once said “Maybe everyone needs to take the masks right off”
I need the night off cuz living Hell is for the lovers, loving Hell they’re given
Givin’ in to zeal but lord knows that the foretold old souls will keep their secrets hidden
But Hell is like not living but still breathing, not hungry but still feeding
But Hell is like being happy but still grieving, not begging but still pleading
Hell is like watching your girl walk away knowing she will never be your girl
Knowing that even though I’m holding her planet, I’ll never exactly be in her world
But I’ll lie to my truth and say “You’ll be mine soon” and fine tune the calm of my storm
Into a monsoon till I try to court her and she’ll say her lies in haikus like

I’m very sorry,
I think we should just be friends,
I am not your type.

Or

I think you’re so sweet,
And you’re a very nice guy,
But I have some one.

Forget feeling better, let’s wallow in misery and follow infinity
My motto is “Let me breathe” cuz God knows of my prestige, Apollo will set me free
But still I’ll wallow in it to remind me I’m still human, so hurt me
So I know I’m alive, hurt me cuz I have no use for pride no use for lies
No use to try but I’m not depressed I’m just merely living in desperation
With no sunshine, I’ve been using the North Star to get to my destination
Cuz the owner of my sunshine stole it back from me, the original thief
Spitting my original teeth proving to me that the “original” bleeds
But let’s create a society where they rape the rapists and murder the murderers
But wait, it’s already like that, mandate my ass but still the myrrh will burn
And I’m not pro cons; I’m just trying to differentiate the pros from cons
But honestly, that’s hard to do when life constantly feels like a frozen pond
And the men will call me melancholy friends will harm me, then they’ll bomb me
Then embalm me then I’m falling when I’m crawling sent to folly and I’m sorry
Cuz we’re all different drops to the same rain puddle, tryin to remain lovely
But I’m a drop that wished to evaporate and tried to maintain his ugly

But this too shall pass…..
But this too shall pass…..
This too shall pass….

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